Live,Love,Laugh
I sit here saying to myself the things that comes your way in life has a reason. You never know why and they say never question god either. So I try to deal with the fact that the women that has given me life and the one that has taught me to be the strong, independent and always aim for the top has become ill and I can't control what is happening to her. They say you hurt when your child is sick that saying applies with your parents. I am hurting with the fact that my mom is sick and I can't do anything to change how she is feeling.I wish I could just make her feel better physically. But, I cant I just have to be strong for her and just keep praying to my god that she will continue to have her strength to live all her days as happy as I would like her to. Life is to short to harbor on the small things. Life is way more precious than most people realize until something changes in your life. Things have come my way and I have manage to be strong and move on for the better in certain situations, but honestly this has to be the hardest thing to have to deal with. I stay positive and focused in everything that I do but it does not change the fact that the one who has brought you into the world is going thru a lot of pain and is slowly facing the fact that the life that was so simple, now a walk to the car now is the hardest thing to do.So, I say to all of you. Appreciate your loved ones, appreciate the people that encourages you to stay strong and focused on what you would like to accomplish in life. You never know what the next day holds.God determines who walks into your life so embrace them weather good or bad.Always have a pure heart, my mommy has always taught me that. So, I dedicate my first blog to you mom. You mean so much to me, you always have my back whether good or bad. You keep me focused and always let me know that you are proud of me and that means so much to me and I thank you from the bottom of my heart for everything Mom. I love you mommy...
P.S. God determines who walks into your life....it's up to you to decide who
you let walk away, who you let stay, and who you refuse to let go.
you let walk away, who you let stay, and who you refuse to let go.
Jewelz the Diva
Even though I know that YOU know I can't handle emotional situations like this, I hope you understand that I am always here for you. Of course my prayers are with you and your mom. After all, we are all family.
And I am soooo proud of you for sharing a side of you that not many know of on your first blog on Kia954.com. I was actually afraid of what you would write about, but I knew it would be good at the end of the day.
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my heart and prayers go out to you and ur fam jules. u are a strong person and i know u will be able to deal. i know how it feels to be powerless in a situation like this....and i still havent bounced back fully...but all u can do is pray and hope for the best. i luv you mama.
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